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Originally Posted by geez
Perhaps you (your inner child) are testing T to see if she will be there for you?
Attachment can be really difficult!
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Yep, i'm def not in adult-mode right now that is for sure. And i do have major attachment issues. I probably am testing her a bit but i honestly feel like if i push too hard i'll lose her anyway.
I feel like pushing really really hard because i am angry but i am equally as terrified that i will succeed in pushing her away. I want to push her away because i don't like being emotionally reliant on anyone yet if i succeed at pushing her away i'll be devastated. Yet... what the point of getting attached to someone u see an hour a week. Someone who can quite easily get rid of you and not even care because it's just their job.