so much indifference..
hostility.
shame.
embarrassment.
these are the types of vibes i recieve from others.
everytime..EVERYTIME im in a good mood:P
people shake thier heads at me, they tell me that im too wierd...too different.
strangers, people, family, friends...
it just seems like the world is against me, everytime im happy..
i just don't seem to see the point in being happy anymore..or having a personality.
everything goes wrong. i can't even talk to people, i can't...i can't even make friends because all i ever do is screw up...
i don't...want to do this anymore.
i don't want to do anything anymore.
i can't continue