I am curious as to how those out there fight the urge to quit t? I have never had that urge as strong as I do now, and I don't think I will do it immediately, but I am scared that at one point I will just walk out and never return. When you have a whole life to change how do you start? Is change even possible? I am beginning to wonder about myself. How can I trust someone when I never have before? Perhaps it's too late, and perhaps I don't want change enough.