Thanks for the post. It is nice to have someone care. I really don't have any friends cuz I isolated myself so much during the bad parts of my illness. I do have some maybe "friends" in a support group I go to, but I couldn't talk to them about this "episode" cuz I'm so ashamed & embarrassed about what I did Sat. night.

I don't think I would feel comfortable with my husband seeing my therapist. I would be afraid she might reveal something about me accidentally that I don't want him to know (the depth of my hurt, for example). I just don't want him to know how vulnerable I am.

Waiting for the therapist to call me back & I'll, hopefully, start to feel better & stronger soon. Right now you can tell I'm like an immature little kid--so there--I just won't eat at all if you are so concerned about my weight kind of attitude.