I tried to join here a while back but got too confused and overwhelmed. This place seems so big. Now I am searching for some kind of help to hold on to. Sounds dumb but my therapist just left on his month long vacation and I can feel my alters crying, screaming, stomping.. I just want to run away. When I thought that the other day my feet ended up being cut with a razor. I never had had any trust with therapist until this one and it is just hard. I am just whining. Any help would be appreciated. Am I being retarded here??? Abby