I love being manic! My hubby doesnt always love it; my kids dont always love it. But I!!!! LOVE it!!!!!!! Even when I am being a hateful shrew- in that moment- I love it bc I get out all the anger and frustration. I feel horrid when I "come down" which usually throws me into an instant depression when I realize what I have said/done. But it doesnt always escalate to that- sometimes I am lucky enough to have one like Luv is having where I just giddy and productive and MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE!! I can DO anything, I can BE anything- Wonder Woman wants to be me when I am there... I haven't felt like that in so long...