(((((((((((((((( abby ))))))))))))))))))
welcome back
I know it can feel HUGE and overwhelming. What I did when I first came here is stuck with just a couple of forums until it felt safer to venture out. maybe you can do that? maybe this forum and one other...just for now?
It can be scary and feel all unstable when t's leave for that long, I know. Does he have a backup t for you to contact if you need to? I think that's very important... I know it's difficult, but we understand here and will help in any way that we can.
KD