Hi KM: That's awful that nobody is 'listening' to you when you tell them how you are feeling. Keep trying to tell someone who can help, and, meanwhile, check out http://www.suicidal.com for a place where people DO understand, and where important resources and suggestions are provided. Also, I hope you will continue to post here and let us know how you are doing; so that you will not feel alone in this.

WELCOME to the Board! Best regards, Peanut

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