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Originally Posted by trdleblue
I am curious as to how those out there fight the urge to quit t? I have never had that urge as strong as I do now, and I don't think I will do it immediately, but I am scared that at one point I will just walk out and never return. When you have a whole life to change how do you start? Is change even possible? I am beginning to wonder about myself. How can I trust someone when I never have before? Perhaps it's too late, and perhaps I don't want change enough.
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This is where true courage comes in. I've often felt a coward in my life but I kept turning up to therapy and I guess exposing myself with no real evidence I won't be hurt. Because that had been my exPereince growing up. But the more I went the new exPereince grew that this t I have really is a safe person. It started with just the room feeling safe then I realised she really was safe and could be relied on. My life changed whilst I was busy having your thoughts.