I have a fear of an impending crash. The past 6 weeks have been crazy, working 2 jobs, getting 6-7 hrs of sleep a night. The only thing that's keeping me up during the day is the Provigil. I've tried everything there is for sleep, but nothing works. I actually bought some Zzzquil the other day. I took it at 8:30 pm and finally went to bed at 12 am. I am seriously having a hard time getting up in the morning b/c my back dr added Gralise (gabapentin) to the mix and it makes me so groggy. Thank the gods for Provigil. I used to go to bed around 9 when I took one Geodon at lunch, but I had to change that b/c I can't take an afternoon nap around 3 anymore.

I just know this can't go on forever, and I'm not sure what to do about it.