It's uncomfortable for me. She's a very liberated women, so she is always hugging me and playing with her eyes with me and maybe that's what I mean when I say attractive, but it's like I feel like I'm betraying him by being friends with her. I don't know why. maybe cuz she is attractive, I feel a little attracted to her and that is not cool when I'm married and have two kids and it's my buddies wife. I'm not too sure though why, but I've never been able to stay good friends IRL with a female.

I think that may be because I am very carefree and loose and when that happens with another girl it gets "too comfortable" and I'm worried that something bad might happen. I've never ever cheated with even a touch, but I can really see how it happens.

maybe I'm just paranoid.