I'm sorry this is upsetting so much for you I can sure understand how it could I'm so sorry that man- your neighbor, betrayed your trust and you were so hurt.

I get really upset inside self around this kind of event also.(to make it bad in this case, I grew up near the area Jessica disappeared from! yipes) I was held against will several times,(when 6years old and 8 years old-- it's so so upsetting to be held against will-- that feeling of total powerlessness---uugggggg) one of the times -- with a gun to my back. When I was 10 I was walking with a neighbor girl and a guy drove up and asked if we'd like a ride-- he had his pants unzipped with *that* showing.... we ran away and were lucky he didn't follow us. I knew by 10 NOT to help/accept anything from adults.
I bet this girl knew not to go with anyone too-- I have a feeling she was forced. This day and age there is so much support kids are given to not go with strangers-- by 10 I'd think they would know not to. It was different back in the 70's and 80's-- there was not the public announcements and teachings that there are now.

Poor girl-- I keep hoping and wishing with all my heart that she returns home-- please

It is very upsetting-- you're certainly not alone in having upset feelings.

best to you,
fins