I should probably start my own thread and not keep whining on here, huh? Isn't it weird that some people start lots of threads and seem to really like it and some of us just hang out here. I feel like I want to curl into a ball and just rock myself like I used to when I was little. Hide somewhere.

I talked to T yesterday afternoon and he said he was going to read the list at 8. He also said earlier he would call me after he read it and reassure me that his feelings for me had not changed. He has not called yet. When we talked yesterday, we didn't discuss him calling, but in session he said he would. So logically, I know that he is a GUY and guys forget this stuff, and since we talked yesterday and he said nothing would change, he may not realize that I still expected a call. That is all logical, right? But there is an eight year old in my head SCREAMING at me and wailing that he doesn't love us anymore and she told me so and it's all my fault because him not calling means he thinks we're gross.

[i ****ing hate that kid.]