Sorry Stopdog that sounds so frustrating.

So has anyone ever heard the term "gaslighting"? I am starting to wonder if that is what's happening to me but I'm not sure and it is scary. I so hate not understanding things and when stuff doesn't make sense. Normally, even if I don't agree with someone, I can certainly understand what they are saying and where they are coming from. The stuff that is happening in my life lately isn't understandable and isn't making any sort of sense at all. And I can't tell whether it's me or if they are just messing with me.