I have had times where I felt depressed for a long period of time and I don't understand why. I have stopped feeling suicidal, and don't associate with the negative side of depression. However, I get physical symptoms and everything makes me cry.

I typically don't get med changes either because I don't want to get in the trap of taking more and never going back down in dosages. Normally it is something I go though as a passenger in my own body. I experience some disassociation with myself and can't identify with the behavior because I don't feel like me. It's a crap feeling.