Thank you so much for being so kind and understanding. I needed to hear all of that right now. Recovery is so much harder than I imagined and I feel pretty unfixable right now, but I need to keep fighting. Grades don't define me. Friends don't define me. It's going to be okay. I am going to do my very best. This delicate stage will pass.
Thank you so much. I am going to look at these posts every day. Thank you two so much. I will definitely continue to lean on my PC community at this point in time.
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Never forget how loved and beautiful you are!!!