Thanks Danialla ,Sarah and Sky, I went to dust. I do not know what this is about or why. It really is not like me to think and feel like this over ? I do not even know what. I wish my T would email me back. I am bordering on not safe and keeping as busy as I can. My house will be spring clean by the end of the night. I am off and on doing wash and dusting. I cannot seem to put my finger on this Sky. It is NOT like me. I found all day today I just acted nice to the people I work with and deal with in stores. It was like I was acting at being me