I am sorry, littlebutt. I agree that you have a crappy pdoc if all he wants to do is write scripts for you. There are lots of med combinations, and there is probably something out there that will work for you if you choose to try meds again, but personally I would search for a pdoc who will really listen and monitor you closely.

Like Hamster, I also have a very caring pdoc. She makes contact every few days when I am unstable. She does this over the phone because she knows that I must pay out of pocket now that my insurance is no longer accepted by her practice. Instead of prescribing lots of drugs, she suggests that I spend more time in therapy. She is very hesitant to make a change in medication until she has been updated about my therapy visits. There are some good pdocs out there!
Good luck!
Bluemountains