I also wanna add something funny. I never did drugs when younger, but would drink occasionally (sometimes get drunk), right?

With ALL the memory loss at any time, I never had ONE incident of not remembering every detail. Isn't that a funny oddie?

I couldn't enjoy drinking and stopped (though I didn't often anyhow), but still can't stand anything that makes me feel altered (funny word here), and t said it was because I was so hypervigilent and needed to remain in control for safety issues.

KD