Life's changing, my best friend is moving with here husband, and it feels like my support network is falling. I'm doing my best but my mind has already done some weird things... like cause me to forget what I was doing, made it hard to drive... and all I want right now is some sort of pain. I"m scared, but happy. I just hope either I'll want to talk to someone tonight, or come on here.... by then I know i"ll need some encouragement to try and talk. I just have to trust that some of you on here, will be there. Hopefully with all of you around, I won't want to reach for physical pain. I hope