Hi there, I am here and I am listening. I know change is rough, but you will still be able to be in contact with your friend, right? We have to learn to embrace change, as difficult as that can be. Most of us get a sense of normalcy and we don't want it to change, but the only way we can get through life is to go through changes.
I understand the anxiety and such taking over and making it hard to concentrate, but I promise it will pass. I am sure you can meet some more friends to support you, and all the while you have all of us here who will be more than happy to lend an ear, errr a pair of eyes, and offer you support. Take care and I hope it gets better for you soon

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