Aww MMD, you are not the only one. That is for sure.. I have one friend outside of my one sister and BF. But I only see her maybe a few times a year now. My relationship with my mother is extremely rocky due mostly to her own problems. I have no other family outside of that. My children's father.. my ex husband.. I do not even know where he lives. He has not seen or spoken to the children in almost 8 years, nor child support. I received one call from him about 2 and a half years ago stating he was in rehab, that was all. And I have been with my bf for 6 years, tho we do not live together or anything.

So you are not alone on that. I understand... It is really hard. That is exactly why I came to PC. And no it's not quite the same as real life support, but sometimes it can be better in someways. I can say things here that I might not be able to say if I were face to face. And the people here might not be in our physical space, but they are real live people on the other end.

I am sorry you are feeling so upset, vent away. I will listen