Hey,
What is really important, is that you remember your worth as a person. I think is is really great that you have set yourself some goals, and your really trying. I think I have heard you talk about him before, and I am really frustrated for you. He seems to not be the most understanding of people, but just remember to that sometimes we can feel like people are being overly-critical of us, but it's because we're sensitive. I do this! Just work on taking care of yourself, you are worth it.
Abbidy