I have been awake now since 1:00 am..my usual get up and go mode where the thoughts are already going I just have to catch up to them...but.. at times when I loose track of hope and recovery my T reminds me of my dream, so... I am going to share it, feel free if you have any dreams..not just goals..but dreams:

I want to purchase some land, just a few acres, far away from the city, up in or near the mountains. I would love to be able to hear the wind rustling thru the pines..I would like to put a small cabin or build a small home on it..not to big..not real fancy..just home..there would be a couple of horses, some other animals, definitley dogs, lots of doggies..but not so much that I would be called "that Pet hoarder down the lane"..smile.. and my own garden to tend where I could grow veggies, and lavender..herbs..cool stuff..

I would have a another building, maybe a barn with a loft, that I could use as my art studio, where I could go and draw and paint, create pieces of what the inside world is like to show the outside world..again nothing fancy or expensive..I like fixing things..but someday..

My T helps me to keep that dream in front of me, he thinks I can get there when I get thru the worst of this..