I really hate that your so alone. I'm in a state w/ no family but do have some friends. I'm not sure if it's possible for you to move back where you had friends (support). If not I encourage you to consider joining a support group (
www.nami.org). Also your local dept of mental health should have a list of other support groups. Are you familiar with WRAP (wellness Recovery Action Plan)? If not you can find info on it and complete the parts you want.