Okay, I am 23 years old. I go to school online because I got kicked off my campus. I crashed my car. I have not had sex in 3 years, I have no friends because all of my friends do drugs and can't hangout with them because last time I almost died for like the third time. I am on probation. I tried to talk to this girl I met today while I was doing my community service and play it cool and it's fine but I have this terrible feeling like nothing is going to happen, with anyone!! oh my god, I have had this feeling creep up on me for the last couple of months but tonight is just horrible. It is Friday night, and I have just watched 10 straight episodes of the office on netflix. My god!!!