Drunksunflower...yes I do that all the time...I am a liar...I never realized it before...Always thought I was so honest! but yes I always make up stories of being sick because I cannot go out into the world...I try sometimes but it always winds up bad and I keep getting worse and worse...I can't even shop now! But I am proud of one thing....last night I called my girlfriend and told her the real reason I cannot meet with her tonight for dinner...told it was not becasue I was sick...but because I was mental...You know what? She understood! I am glad I did that...but also know you can't trust everybody to understand...!!I have to go to work today and I am putting it off...I wish I had sick leave left so I could stay home...I will be sick all the way to work, at work , and on the way home...! I hate it!!!