I assure you you're not alone.

For the last day I have been trying to figure why the hell can't my retired, active, super healthy grandmother can't take me to a dr's appt next week because it's "too early" for her to get up and get out ("If you have an appt later in the week that's later in the day I'll be glad to take you.)....wtf??? I'm pissed and hurt beyond words that my recovering alcoholic father has stopped contacting me because he doesn't believe any of my stuff is real--even though he has a lot of himself. I've become emotionally numbed that my family doesn't try harder to understand what I go through daily, yet gets upset when I don't come to one family gathering. Frustrated I can barely drive a mile without being overwhelmed by all the traffic, so I have to rely on someone for every single appt and anything I need.

I'll stop my vent, didn't mean to hijack your thread. I just wanted you to know I am on this side of the screen feeling quite futile and weary myself.