I don't know, I'm going to try find a t like you said, and even if I feel better i going to keep them,
I keep coming back to this place, my moods are one extreme to another.
Yesterday morning was grey the afternoon was bright and by night my mood was very dark.
This morning I don't have the energy to move, or eat.
I don't want to go back on the anti depressants.
And I can't talk to my family or friends about it this time I don't want them worrying about me. Or watching my every move.
I just feel very lonely and very selfish for feeling like I do, and acting on my moods