So I've tried getting a prescription refill since even the recommended dose would have run out before the appointment. I mean I really don't want to hurt myself or others but I don't know how to control what I feel inside. I just feel kind of angry that I couldn't get a refill the thing said it would take a couple days well its been four days and I still have no refill so I am angry they prescribed me meds for anxiety and then I cant even get them.

I am such an idiot I can't even get ahold of the doctor, but I suppose it will be ok if I am honest or I hope I just don't want ECT forced on me.