I do have a friend to talk to, but they live across the country from me, so we talk online... it's the way I feel most comfortable talking anyway. And of course I can't tell yet, but as I become more active on this site, I'm sure I can get some things figured out, and maybe even help someone else... I have considered the bipolar idea, since I sometimes do switch off with weeks of hyperness, but I'm not sure if I have any other symptoms associated with it. And I also don't know if during weeks of depression bipolar people can be happy or bouncy at times as well, and vice-versa. Maybe, since i read that a lack of sleep makes you hyper and they overlap... I will try to read more about it.

I appreciate your suggestions, thank you, Aj-san.