Hello and welcome to PC! I'm glad you are here. Your life sounds really difficult, I'm sorry things are like this right now. Things can change if you work at things. I'm curious, are you doing anything to try and take care of the symptoms you are having? I don't know if you have a diagnosis or anything like that... I'm glad you posted and hope you will keep posting on here! 
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan “If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
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