I wish my family was not so evil, I wish my kids dads would care for them in a healthy manner. I really just want to go to sleep and never wake up, I am tired of everything being so hard. Why is everything all on me? I literally have ONE friend who has a mess of her own. Absolutely NO SUPPORT from anyone else. I fu***ng hate my life, I hate my husband for making me leave my true friends in Montana and I hate knowing that my kids have nobody besides me.