I have to applaud you for making the appointment with the counselor. The fact that you recognized that you were numb says alot for you! It says that perhaps you're not as numb as you thought you were.  And I know that talking with a counselor is going to do you a world of good! I too was numb when I saw a therapist - and he took me thru alot of things in my past that undoubtedly made me that way. Yes, it does get painful when you go thru therapy, but you have to get thru the pain in order to get to the joy!
You won't regret going to therapy I promise you. I'm so glad you called. It won't take as long as you might think to start FEELING again.  I wish you the very best my friend!! My thoughts are with you -- God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee
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The truth shall set you free but first it will make you miserable..........................................Garfield
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