Hiya yes i did see someone for a year when i was younger. But because i was under 16 and the conversations wrent confidential it was basically a waste off time. Maybe its time i tried to get back into it. I tried CBT for depression but didnt even bring up my past abuse as sessions wrre so short and after years off not bringing it up with herapists i never made the leap. I just dont really know who to turn to anymore i kinda hoped itd be sometin id 'grpw put off' and suddenylu be like every other woman i know but it defo doesnt work like that lol. Thanks for the advise!!