I'm trying to do a homework assignment for a professor who triggers the hell out of me. She said something in class the other day that was insensitive. I look up to her and she is a hard *** professor that I sometimes feel belittled by her indirectly. How can I keep going to school feeling this way? How am I ever going to finish school? How am I ever going to change my life? I feel like I'm trying to claw myself out of a hole in the ground located in the middle of the woods and no one is around. My finger nails are full of dirt. I don't want to burden my T but I called her anyways.