Leed said almost everything I can hope to say Carrie. God wouldn't make you solely to be the devil's thrall. He is a better God than that. You do not deserve whatever has happened in your life...I don't know what that may've been, but that is the work of flawed men under the influence of the devil, who've deviated from God's will. You are not the spawn of the devil.

I hope you will be able to get past whatever trial in your life you're facing. Know God loves you, and you should love yourself as well. You don't deserve the hurt.

Hugs,
Harley