Thank you so much Leed. I am so depressed. I feel like they have made me ashamed of taking the meds that I've taken.

I am afraid of getting in trouble for filling that prescription. But it is legal and I can fill it.

Maybe I am making the problem seem bigger than it is. But I do NOT want to have to go stand "hat-in-hand" every month to be given my script for my pain med . . . and, also, be told to go pee in a cup to see if I'm doing anything criminal.

Maybe I have too much pride. Maybe I have to get over that. Thank you for encouraging me to know what I do have a right to.