I'm not so much worried about the label as knowing what's going on and why and how to treat it. I haven't gotten any answers except from one T who has no training in this area. Honestly DID makes more sense to me - two of my good friends have DID, maybe 3. This is something that no one seems to know how to handle. And I keep thinking I'm faking it until it happens and I know I'm not.

I'm in Canada if that makes any difference with treatment or dx. And my pdoc and everyone in my treatment process isn't doing anything about it. I don't even know what treatment is available to me!

Thank you for your response by the way. I'm sorry I sound frantic by I'm scared and for once in my life I feel out of my depth. This was the only place I could think that could give me answers. Thank you so much for the response and reassurance.