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Originally Posted by autotelica
I always get my most intense "separation anxiety" right after my session. Because it is at that point that I won't be able to see her for the longest stretch of time. Plus, I haven't had enough time to hardened myself back up. If I'm going to send a desperate email, it'll usually by right after I get home from session.
But after about a day, the "need" fades.
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Wow, I get the same way. Feel like it's the end of the world and I'm all alone in the world feeling awful and no one cares. It comes sometimes the minutes before I leave. So hard to prepare for it too. Hard to understand because I worry that if I'm too dependent then she won't like it (t) and will pull back from me and not allow me to become dependent and then that causes yet more panic.