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Oct 13, 2012, 10:11 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2011
Location: Washington State, U.S.A.
Posts: 3,169
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I am always depressed but I am starting to feel the same way I did when my 2nd husband died--that kind of "grieving, having to start all over, I don't want to think about it" kind of depression. Not sure why I am feeling this way, it has been 17 years. My med dosage just got raised a week ago, and I think that may have something to do with it. Plus, my friend's husband died of alcoholism a couple of weeks ago--which is what killed my husband. I just have this deep ache in my soul--I don't feel suicidal, I just want to cry and sleep.
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