I had to come here because i seriously need to talk to plus trying to hide it from my friends in puzzle pirates while chatting with someone from okcupid.com (which i will get to that in a minute). I tried going back to dating sites (Well only two I had to deleted the account) datehookup site and the other one was JUST AS worse like coming back to the Second Life game!

They don't want to see me a bloody human being, just a *blank* toy that's it! Even trying to have a conversation feeling like I am winding up in the dead end. After getting disgusting PMs from two pervs and what is worse, I warned the other ladies in the "woman's world thread" It's like none don't EVEN CARE of what I said! So I head on to okcupid.com and ONLY one guy ever got to reply and here is the pitch... the religion wise part! My last two exs failed and LIED to me being a chicken about it makes me think I screw it all up!

Anyway what got both spread apart is the religion even he wants me so BAD but I can't go down that road telling me he's staying chirstian (I'm muslim) which the conversation was on skype! I had to hide my insanity from my friends who are in the same crew with me on Puzzle pirates and the other too I'm chilling with to make my character for the wednesday tabletop game.

He adores me so much his words make me weak to the knees like I have never had that experience before since a friend of mine I know in The beethoven message board typed the same way like the composer!!!

I don't know what to do.. I am such a failure with the relationships and trying to find one.