Im not sure. I just don't feel ok. There is nothing "wrong". It just isn't right. I think I will be ok later. But in the meantime, I have texted t and all she said was "it will pass, you will be ok". That's not helping. I was crying in the car, in crisis mode, and all she says is hard times make us love the good ones even more. See? Like that. Im not thinking about the good times when my life is crumbling around me, u know?