I appreciate this, emotionally dead.

I guess I really lucked out with them (sarcastically). I wish I had met more Christians that were better. I would have liked to feel like I did not have to be scared of them.

And my aunt worshipped the ground this family walked on, i.e., "See how great these ppl are, Carol, looking after you, and stuff?"

She was just glad she could work long hours and not have to worry about me.

(crying a little)

thanks for your support.

I hope i get past this.

Carol