Wow - I think I need to have a proper chat. They've not really been a part of my diagnosis due to me choosing to not really include them.
But I've just had 2 or 3 kind of stable days and I get a call: we'd like to come and visit you and and the bf for a chat a bit later.
Ok...what do you want to talk about?...
I would rather it discuss on the phone...
Does it have anything to do with bf and me?...
No, nothing really with the bf, but would be nice if he could be there...

I'm freaking out. We saw them on Thursday - why have another chat now? I'm panicking... They don't understand how much the unknown triggers me.
3 hours to go, until we meet for coffee
Bf says he has his own stuff to do -typical- so he probably won't come with.

Just keep me in your thoughts; I'm probably making mountains out of molehills. 3 hours of total anxiety