At midnight, I finally gave in and took one of the two pain med tablets I had been saving. It helped my neck so much I couldn't believe it. I started cleaning up the kitchen. I feel so much less depressed now that the neck is calmed down. Maybe I will wake up tomorrow and find myself no longer in that awful hole.

AND I might go get that prescription filled. It is a legal script. I have a right to get it filled. If I'm somehow out of compliance with the program, then I will deal with getting into compliance. The replies above have really helped me. I have aright to get treated for pain, without being forced into withdrawal from another med.

I feel hopeful again with the pain calmed down. I was in despair. Thanks for the support. This has been so hard, since Monday. I became a wreck. Now I feel so much less distressed.