For months, now... everytime I would close my eyes, to go to sleep... I would see everything that I saw the times that I got raped. And I could feel it, as if it were happening at that moment. But after I got raped, last Sunday... it happens everynight... no matter what I do. And it's so intense, and it gets to the point where i'm sobbing uncontrollably, because the physical pain was too much to handle. What I need to know is.... is this normal? I know i've mentioned things like this happening before, but I didn't think it would ever get this intense. It's nearly impossible to sleep, now. I'm so tired, and yeah... that doesn't help with it at all!
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His sick, twisted mind, was in control. I was the puppet, and he was the master...
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