In my opinion, most people (you know- "them") are satisfied enough with the superficial. Seems like "we" are people who feel things much deeper. Maybe it comes with our condition. It's why I'm here in the first place. Reading these posts, I feel a kinship with most of you. Helps me to not feel so alone. (thanx everybody) What about a support group in your town? I know, who needs friends with OUR sort of baggage, right? But just maybe someone like you will understand you better, and you can truly be yourself with them.