I went to my therapist today. She was very nice & put me in right away. She thinks I'm playing with fire by allowing myself to be hypo-manic since April, that I'm on the edge where I could do rash, dangerous behavior (like Sat. night) & not be in control of myself. She wants me to see my meds provider to see if she wants to adjust dosages, etc. I really don't want to go, because I'm so ashamed of what I did & I also don't want to let go of the hypo-mania. It feels so good to have all this energy & feelings of excitement, but I'll have to monitor myself to see if I do anymore "crazy" stuff--then I'll have to go get checked out further.