I am glad things appeared to have resolved a bit with your therapist.

I don't necessarily want to stir the pot here, but aren't you a little angry? I know I would be. Perhaps even quite angry?

I think you are entitled to that for sure. It's not been easy for you *at all*.

Maybe we are just different, for me, there would be a strong conflict between gratitude and anger.

A certain amount of ambivalence.

Peace